I’m not out. I’m also not the stereotypical bi-lesbian. Yet, I attract a lot of females…more than males. This year, I’ve had…maybe 7 girls hit on my or show obvious signs of attraction…there are those I feel are into me but I can’t say for sure so didn’t count them. I think with a lot of these, they’re just curious for me.
I’m not picky with physical appearances. I prefer average looking girls. But for some reason, none of these girls do it for me. The only person who’s been on my mind all year says she’s straight and in a long distance relationship with a guy…though she flirts with me and lets me know she finds me attractive. I want for these girls to like me(simply cause it’s nice having people appreciate you) and I guess I may unconciously flirt, but when I see clearly that they do, I’m just not into them. I feel like I’m playing them. I haven’t had a girlfriend yet because I’ve only fallen for straight, older or unavailable females…and many of them. Why is it that by the time I find out they’re straight, it’s too late? ugh. I wanna be with this girl!
I do not and that’s certain. I definitely like women and I’ve fallen quite a few times for them. But like I said, they’re unavailable. I fell for this straight girl at the beginning of the year cause she’d lead me on and I just feel more for her everyday. I have no interest in these girls who are hitting on me. I just can’t find the type of girl I like in the lesbian section of the grocery store…
I do not and that’s certain. I definitely like women and I’ve fallen quite a few times for them. But like I said, they’re unavailable. I fell for this straight girl at the beginning of the year cause she’d lead me on and I just feel more for her everyday. I have no interest in these girls who are hitting on me. I just can’t find the type of girl I like in the lesbian section of the grocery store…
peeps you(does this suggest you’re a creeper?): I didn’t say they simply flirted with me, I said they hit on me. I never said anything about dildos…guess your name explains why this is on your mind so often though…
Laila: I don’t know…I feel like word might have gotten around that I may be into girls…
maybe you like boys.

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maybe you like boys.
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it sounds like you are attracted to what you cant have
or you only like it when its something ideal and unattained.
since you cant have it, it seems like something soooo special but the ones readily available to you are just too easy/available. no chase in it.
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btw how does that happen? I’m pretty good looking but I’m ignored by girls on the most part and hit on by guys!
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um girls flirt with each other in a sister-way, this doesnt mean they want to shove a dildo in your vag, geeze
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Personally I think your just gonna have to settle for the girls that are easier. Bc if the girl you like flirts with you back and shows obvious signs, and it sounds like she knows your into her…Im pretty sure she would be taken back when she hears you got with someone else. Just pick the best girl of all the girls who like you lol. Plus when it gets around, im sure you will notice other girls talking to you and wanting your attention (like the girls who want to "come out")
I really believe that you can get this girl to like you. I have a hard time believing that straight people will always be straight bc Ive dated or hooked up with many "straight girls"…that does mean there a flat out flamming lesbo now, and neither am I. Its just something that happend.
Also, get this girl you like to be friends with you somehow. Just get close to her, emotionally. That will connect so many bridges for you!
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